금요일, 3월 31, 2006
Mood of the day: Devastated
Action of the moment: Waiting for shawn n lionel to reply me on msn n rotting my life away
Sigh, ya i AM devastated. N i was still pretty much a happy kid just a couple of hours before. =( Sian. My salsa beginner3 class only starts on the 19th of may!!! Sian diao...Its like 7 wks later lor..By then me n juline most probably would have joined dino dance or sth le ba. Why??
Sad sad sad...
Hmm ya shawn n lionel are both my students. N they are brothers lor. Shawn is my di somemore. My beloved di. Lol. Cos 打是疼，骂是爱 so i very 疼 him wor. N he finally revived after drowning for so long. =p BUT..i just knew that they quarrelled. Hmm..ok just hope that everything will be alright tomorrow morning..
Im bored!! My no 1 entertainer also disappeared le. Ok i take back my words. He suddenly appeared on msn too. Lol. Its question n answer session again. So long neva le..
ps/ the fact that i actually blogged so many times todae only goes to show that im really super bored. Super duper.
Mood of the day: Lazy
Action of the moment: Watching kim sam soon
Yup yup i finally finished watching my kim sam soon! Haha ok its like super out of date already but no choice im a busy ger. Lol. Nah, more of im a lazy ger ba. Heh. Ok lar but the ending din really 'end' as in how come dun just let them marry each other? So weird. N i admit i dun really embrace the thought of them being together in terms of compatibility. She still looks far too old n fat for hyun bin. Heh ok i think im abit too harsh on her but hyun bin deserves a better ger lar. =p Haha ok no offense to the actress lar cos she looks much better in real life. But ya hyun bin is pretty cute too. :D
Hmm dunno if i shld embark on my girl to watch lee ki joo but im abit nua now..heh. Nvm let me rot awhile ba. Anyway i need to leave at 620 lydat for salsa later. Which leaves me with around 2hrs to rot.
Feel like talking to someone now...
Mood of the day: Drowsy
Action of the moment: Writing kayee's autograph
Hmm skipped today's physio tutorial or else i wouldnt be writing this at this time of the day. Lol. But so sian later still have to go to school just for the one hour TC. Should go gai gai after that lor but i very lazy to do so..Hiaks i have been thinking about this overall/ jumper dress that i saw at pure milk the other day when i went out with juline. Its super cute..heh. Dunno when i can go back n see it again. Does angie wanna go with me? Hope it aint that ex or else we have to wait for sales again which is like so many months away. Heh ok not that long ba, according to angie the GSS shld be around late May or sth. Yay..
So sad later juline cant make it for salsa cos she needs to attend her company dinner. Anyway its our last beginner2 lesson already. So fast hor. Heh. So from next week onwards, we will be in beginner3 liao..cant wait for hols to come cos we intend to sign up for the dino package den we can go dance everyday! Haha..heaven..
Reminds me of 7th heaven..kw said that to me yesterdae. Heh ok i shall not mention in what context. Dreamt of a pretty weird thing yesterdae. (my forte ya? haha) The only thing i rem is there was a miniature frog who kept jumping here n there n it bit me. Oh ok i suddenly rem another part of the dream. But that is erm not to be revealed. Haha dun think crooked thoughts hor. Its a nice dream. But ya lazy to type out.
Ok back to my sam soon. My lousy bf scolded me yesterdae cos i wanted to talk about sam soon to her..hiaks..n she beat me too! Double hiaks..=p
수요일, 3월 29, 2006
Mood of the day: None / sian
Action of the moment: Talking to shawn on sms and reading my jap draft
I kinda think that feeling sian is a permanent kind of mood. Cos somehow, it never seems to stray far from you. Do everyone else feel the same way too or am i just being oversensitive? I know im nua. But i just cant help being otherwise leh. Nothing seems to perk me up nowadaes. Eugene even said i look pretty down on tuesdae. Did i? Cant really remember but probably because i was pia-ing my bahasa the night before ba.
But whatever the case may be, i cant deny the fact that i do still feel sian. Aiya my lousy di went to sleep le. Lol. He's a baby tortoise. Must sleep so much. Dun entertain me le. =( Hmm went home with this ger from my jap TB class on tuesdae den she was telling me about her horrible tutoring experience. Makes me realise that im really quite glad with my students so far. Especially with my di n his di now. Lol my di's di.
Hiaks i just knew something that kinda dampens my mood. Ok that done it.
Dun feel like writing anymore le.
월요일, 3월 27, 2006
Mood of the day: Reflective
Action of the moment: Trying to mug bahasa
In a pretty kind of mixed up mood right now. Aint very happie, and aint very depressed. Well sorta in between ba. Aint very happy because i still need to mug for my bahasa test tmr, cos i have to go for my dreaded jap TA later and also cos of 2 other things. Aint very depressed because i just dun feel the need to be. Contradictory? Oh well. Just take it as it is ba. I also dunno what i am supposed to be feeling right now.
I reckon its nice sometimes to retreat back into ur shell n try viewing the world outside from inside.
Things dun always go the way u want them to. But u wun die just cos they dun.
Instead of dwelling on unhappy stuff, i would rather think about something that makes me smile.
Yup, my dance. Heh.
I just watched this week's ballroom bootcamp n they were doing jive! I have a soft spot for fast paced dances. Lol. I wish my mum had enrolled me in dance classes when i was young.
努力不一定有结果，但不努力就永远不会有结果。
일요일, 3월 26, 2006
Mood of the day: Alright, but slightly on the downside
Action of the moment: Talkin to kw on sms n eating my horrible lunch *yukes*
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토요일, 3월 25, 2006
Mood of the day: Waiting, kinda sad
Action of the moment: Web surfing, doin my jap L48 shukudai
Hmm found a rather interesting webby with morbid paintings of a bunny. http://www.fluxfire.com/gallery.htm Yup the comments that come with each painting are pretty cute too. Heh. Its about a disillusioned, jaded bunny ba. Judging from most of the pics. Interesting.
Kk gotta leave for orchid country club soon. Sian, how many times must i go there in my entire lifetime?? So boring..but neva mind i have to study for my bahasa test on tuesday there anyway. Actually i was hoping to play mj there also but alas, my tenant n my mum both dunno how to play lor. So forget it ba. I lazy to teach also. Not that im an expert at teaching anyway.
Sian..返事を。。いまも待っている。
수요일, 3월 22, 2006
Mood of the day: Neutral
Action of the moment: Talkin to eugene on msn n copying files from junrou
Hmm still contemplating whether i shld go for treatment later at toa payoh. I know my hair is getting slightly dry at the ends liao so its abit irritating but i very lazy to leave my house at 230 leh. Oh its 230 meet my mum at tp. SO it means i must leave at 2, which means now!! Argghh.. Sian how..i have to make a decision soon and fast.
K la think i go n see how. If not den i just go pick up my specs den wait for juline lor. She's my outing cum dance cum baking kaki..Lol.
일요일, 3월 19, 2006
Mood of the day: Dance-sy
Action of the moment: Thinking about samba
Heh i just finished watching the Innocent Steps vcd that angel lent me and all i wanna say is that i wanna learn samba! Lol. I think samba is waaaay cool..^_^ But ya, i think it will be even nicer if u had a partner of ur choice. The poor chae ryn looked so forced when dancing with the old man. Heh ok old by my standards la. N oh angel i think that time i saw the old man and not the male lead thats y i said he was not goodlooking one. But actually i think the lead not that bad. Reminds me slightly of lee dong gun leh. I mean the overall feeling n image that he gives me. Think they super zai. Crash course in 4 months n still can dance so well. Their techniques good lor. I see her spotting much better den i do. Lol.
Heh..nice nice nice..when will i ever learn to dance like that..n i wish that i had a nice partner too..=p If i promise to be a good ger, can one drop from the sky please? Heh..not too fat one hor later crush me den end of story liao. Haha..
Had a bet with someone for physio results again. Should have changed my stakes to something else. Tsk tsk. Heh.
Hmm today like nothing much happen so duno what to blog about leh. These few days im just too preoccupied with dance. My another official obsession besides korea and animals. =)
Spent the whole of yesterday on tuition n at the clinic..so din accomplish much. But seriously, im just back to being nua again after the 2 tests last week. =.= (i always see this on my di's blog n sms one) Does it mean what i think it means? Heh..in case mah.
Im bored yet again!! Now where is my youtube webby... :D
금요일, 3월 17, 2006
Mood of the day: Relieved but dying
Action of the moment: Listening to my waT cd~ (cute teppei!)
Yesh im dying. Ok i know im an earlybird. But to wake up at 3am when u went to bed like only 3 hours earlier aint exactly my cup of tea lor. Sianz~~ I look in the mirror and all i see is a panda staring back at me.
Who is the panda i see, staring straight back right at me.
When will my reflection show who im inside..
Ya thats exactly how i feel right now. Lol. Stupid shawn still laughed at me. Hiaks, my lousy di. Heh. N i dunno why he seems sad today. Hope he feels better le ba. ^_^
On a sidenote, im practically yawning away every minute. But just dun feel like sleeping yet leh. Just survived through 2 tests and all i can say is that i think wong is super free and has nothing better to do. One hr paper, 9 pages long, 120 marks in total ==> all for a pathetic 15% !! I think he set paper set til very happie sia. Lets just wait and see how the bell curve comes out ba. Cant be bothered to think about it now.
Speaking of physio, i think i spent sooooo much precious time on it that i only had time to memorise my jap dialogue after the test today and guess what? For the first time in my TC so far, i actually went in and forgot my lines and just stumbled my way through lor. Siandiao. Even kw also forgot his and yashi's wasnt very smooth also. Think physio expended all the available brain cells we had le lor. Ok s/u. So forget it. But luckily i have more than ample time to study for the final paper. Heng~
Yay one of my favourite songs playing in the background now. Last Christmas. Nice mah.
Heh so happy my salsa teacher agreed to continue beginner3 with us today even though we have only 6 pple. Usually it takes at least 8 pple to open a class but we kinda qiu him to continue here n he finally agreed le. Yay~ Lol. Cos he actually wanted us to join the class at toa payoh but we all found it too inconvenient lor. SO yesh, im super glad he din abandon us..=p N he said he will be bringing us to LDAC to dance after we complete our beginner2. So fun!! Haha..so now, i can start to look for my desired ankle-strap heels officially. Anyone who spots a nice pair tell me k..i wan something black or royal purple. Preferably with crystals. N they cant be too ex cos i dowan to splurge.
I still want to change my wardrobe. *whines* I think i said this for like eons liao lor. But i cant help it cos i still see no significant changes in my cupboard. So technically, i still possess the right to grumble about my stagnant wardrobe. Heh ok what am i saying. Like what i told kayee this morning, my brain closed since after the physio test le. So pardon me for all the crab, fish, squid watsoever. Im just too tired!
On a last note, salsa was wonderful today cos i think i can roughly remember all the steps le. Hee..just left the techniques part which still needs some brushing up on especially spotting. ' Must see your hair flying one' thats what my teacher always say. TRying my best le lar. Spotting makes me dizzy only lor. Lol. N yay i can watch innocent steps tmr..more salsa, rhumba n samba~ whee..
일요일, 3월 12, 2006
Mood of the day: Happie happie~
Action of the moment: printing my jap stuff n memorising diuretics
Heh this is actually a makeup entry for yesterday cos i had pretty much stuff that i wanna blog about but i came home only around 11pm so din have chance lor. Yep. How should i say? Lets just leave it at that yesterday was really nice n sweet. N i wanna say thanks to someone for helping me to celebrate.. ^_^ Especially the chocolate fondue i had at swiss culture! Heh angie u can go n try, i think the texture of the choco was just nice. Not too sweet n very nice to drink. Heh ya, drink. Although i still wanna try out the haagen daz one cos it comes with ice cream balls. But marshmallows with hot choco is still da best k. I absolutely adore that. Haha..dun say too much or else later shawn will scold me again. =p
N ohya, 2 more additions to my thankew list i.e. junrou n huiye. MY lousy mei who only wished me happie bdae at 3am on 12 mar. Lol. Kk i know its the thought that counts lar. Anyway summing up the presents i have received so far: my nokia 6111 and a black onyx heart pendant from my mum, a tigger cushion from my bro, a hello kitty sweets tin from koon chi, a hp accessory from kayee, a stuffed sheep from eugene n kityi, n last but not least, a my melody cushion n gucci Envy Me perfume from kw. =)
Lalala~~~
Haha. In a super duper nice mood recently. But i shall not disclose why..lol. Its a secret..ssshhh. But hor, the only thing that dampens it is the thought that i have 2 core tests this week. Sigh. But somehow it doesnt makes me as stressed or down as i should be..heh which is a good thing lar. Ok time to hit the notes again or else i will be a panda again this week..
Aja aja fighting~
토요일, 3월 11, 2006
Heh ok..today is my birthday! Haha ok..i greeting myself. Lol. Heh i just wanna say thanks to all those who remembered..ie. kaywee, kityi, zhiwan, eugene, ruoyun, shawn, sheeweng, kayee, angel, angie, juline, jingni, jaron.. (ehh in that particular order of greeting me..hehz.) Arigatou~~
I realise its nice being a birthday ger when u are surrounded by alot of frens who remember ur birthday. Heh. So mood of the day: happie! Lol. N i still wan to remind my dear di that he still owes me a violin piece.
Kk just a short note cos later im goin out to have my chocolate fondue! Yay..hope it will be nice..
Yupz so back to my pharma n physio notes for now..
금요일, 3월 10, 2006
Mood of the day: Pretty happy
Action of the moment: Eating my dinner
Heh ok as again, salsa never fails to cheer me up. =) I think im falling in love with the dance everytime i go for lesson on friday k. Lol. But ya, im still super game for more genres. But how come nobody jio me go learn other dance one? kayee san..anata no okane o matteiru yo..=p I soooo soooo soooo wanna go n pick up other dances too..hmm maybe like hiphop, ballet, waltz n ballroom etc..Anything also can la err except for line dancing. I have had enough of it in st nicks le..lol. N i only have one word for it: b-a-d.
N i also want to learn music instruments like violin, piano n guitar..tsk tsk. Im an ambitious ger. Haha. Lets not continue the list of what i wanna learn cos i have an omen that it will not be a short one. Heh ya. Dunno if eugene will teach me guitar anot though. Maybe i shld go ask him some day. ^_^ But i bet my di will not teach me violin..cos he super likes to bully me. Hiaks.. N i know he will definitely say his violin very lousy. Den k lor i ask other pple teach me..other pple whose school is near my place. Lol. Kk i take back my words...=p
Hmm..one last day before i bid farewell to my sweet 21! How sad. I think i kinda miss it alreade. I really dread being so old k. Shall write my birthday wish tmr den..
Realise i have nothing much to blog about recently. Which can only goes to mean that my life is getting monotonous..
Sian sian sian...
Ok maybe i should talk abit more about my salsa today. Hmm i think its very important having a good guy partner.. Cos the ger just basically follows the lead by the guy so if he doesnt pull u or push u or turn u, the ger cant do anything by herself lor. So by right, gers can dun be bothered to remember the steps if her partner is super zai that kind. Of cos by left, its still best that u remember urself but still let the guy lead den wun dance wrongly mah. But my main point of the story is that, guys please lead more. Heh n those who danced with me today keep saying that i gripped too hard. Lol. For safety reasons can. What if i spin out of control later den how..N theres this guy who keep pushing u to stand nearer to him. Errr im not complaining the lack of oxygen that this arrangement brings about, but dun u think its abit too near for comfort? I mean as in difficult to dance lydat lor..ok nvm. Overall, i still lurvve the dance to pieces..heh. SO pls dun break up me n salsa..hope i can do this for the rest of my life..cOOl~~
수요일, 3월 08, 2006
Mood of the day: Neutral
Action of the moment: Listening to my jap interview
Hmm..i can barely catch what akane matsuo san is saying lor. Hiaks. I think the only thing that is the loudest in the whole recording is erm our laughter. Diao.. Heh ok beggars cant be choosers. I say that dunno how many times le.
Idiot my amnesia is working up on me again. What was i going to block i mean blog huh. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm... i remember distinctly i wanted to blog about something one leh. Ok write about something else first. I finally got a di! Lol. Shawn agreed to be my di after much persuasion cum coaxing. =p Cos he still cant make up his mind over whether he wants to be younger or older den me. I wan to be his age + 2. Which means 18. I think 18 is a perfect age. For gers i mean. I like guys to be 2 yrs older den me. Dun ask me why though. It just sounds nice ba.
Another thing is im going for disney on ice next week with juline! Hehe..so this will mark my 3rd consecutive yr of going le. Decided that i should make it a point to go every year cos it always coincides with my birthday also. So zhun..heh.
3 more days to revolution, oops i mean revelation.
N i still cant think of what i was going to blog.
Suddenly have an urge to get more jap mags..n i soooooo sooooooo sooooo wanna go shopping. My million dollar question yet again : Why cant each day have 30 hrs? (Kw once said i can think of one dae as 48 hrs..n i said only 2 of us think tt way no use ar..=p) 24 hrs is barely sufficient lor..for erm busy individuals like moi. Lol.
sian back to jap..
월요일, 3월 06, 2006
Mood of the day: Busy (is that a mood?)
Action of the moment: Doing jap L44 homewrk
Wanted to blog yesterday but was busy talking on msn so end up not writing. Anyway i rewatched moulin rouge last night on channel 5 n it was super touching as usual..made me cry at the last part where ewan mcgregor mistook nicole kidman's intentions n even offered money for her services. Its plain stupid la. N the fact that kidman died at the end doesnt serve to make it any better. But still i think its a very nice show. Cos i like musicals! Heh. SOrt of la. Complete with dancing n everything..very nice. Ehh if what i just said reminds u of bollywood, i wanna say ya, i do watch vasantham occasionally. Lol. For fun only can. Sometimes they do have not bad plots so watch for leisure lor.
Hmm i realised my pharma n physio tests are coming soon again le. No wonder eugene was studying pharma. But my momemtum is not here yet leh. Kw said i seem very down n sian these few days. Think only he noticed. Or maybe i just sound sian to him only. Dunno..somehow i just dun look forward to 11 march. Scared that reality will not match up with my expectations n disappointment will ensue. Crap la i know. One birthday only mah. At least i gt my 6111 from my mum alreade. Heh.
Realise im lapsing into more n more singlish recently. Aiyo my english super bad. How did i ever get A2 in jc one huh..think cambridge see salah ba. Lol. N i ignored my tenant yesterdae again..hiaks. Now not in the mood to make new friends la. Slow cooker spoil liao. Wait til after exams den i send for repair.
Waa im super slacking my time away again like nobody's business. Well ok it IS really nobody's business.
I want to eat chocolate fondue~~
토요일, 3월 04, 2006
Mood of the day: Reflective
Action of the moment: Obviously thinking. Duh.
Thinking la. Sian.
금요일, 3월 03, 2006
Word of the day: Disappointed
Action of the moment: Munching gummy bears n playing with my limewire
Hmm..Ok. Give me a minute to figure out what i wanna say. First thing first, shawn just messaged me to tell me that he din manage to complete his maths test today. Ok i know he doesnt feel any better about it cos i know he was really looking forward to it so i probably shouldnt censure him any further. But frankly im slightly disappointed. If u r reading this, im not angry with u k but i hope u will really buck up not just for the rest of the papers but for the rest of the year. Im still waiting for u to tell me all the papers very difficult wor..lol. U know ur copyright la hor. =p
Ok second thing second, i am also disappointed with another person. No elaboration on that though. Its probably just me.
I realised my recent posts all seem to come with an underlying negative tone. I dun mean it k. Its either im too drained or im just plain grumbling. Getting abit unsatisfied with school lar. Sian leh dunno if i should continue my honours not..none of the physio topics seem to interest me lo.
Diao..
TC again..super duper sian!
수요일, 3월 01, 2006
Word of the day: Relax
Slept til 9 plus this morning..so nice. I haven slept til past 9 for ages already lor. Cos im basically an early bird ger. Heh. Birds that wake up early got worms to eat mah. Not that im interested in worms anyway. But thats not the main point lah. Yup today is my turn to relac. Decided to practically rot my whole day away but i think its kinda waste of time also. How huh?
Hmm..
Never mind. See how my mood goes later lor. Forgot what i wanted to blog about again. I have a bad feeling about something. Sigh. Lets just hope it wun cascade into something too serious cos i hate it when my life steers beyond my control.
I think i just cant seem to warm up to my new tenant. Ehh for goodness' sake speak chinese to me lah..i really am bad at warming up to people who speak english k. It just sounds so cold n devoid of feelings. Heh ok im over exaggerating again but thats what i really feel la. どうして英語で私と話しますか？ 私は英語で話すのはとても嫌いですね。。
Grrr..ok it all boils down to a matter of time. Hmm my birthday is coming soon..dunno what i should be expecting though. Kinda scary leh. Heh. Oh scary reminds me of the fact that i wanna watch final destination 3. Only sadists watch this kind of shows meh? I dun think so ba..Ok fine i can be a sadist too. Lol.